Comments on: Waiting http://starmen.com/blog/2009/05/05/waiting/ the healing energies of Hawaii Tue, 03 May 2011 04:39:06 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.1.3 By: lynette http://starmen.com/blog/2009/05/05/waiting/#comment-76 lynette Tue, 05 May 2009 21:56:15 +0000 http://starmen.com/blog/2009/05/05/waiting/#comment-76 This is beautiful Ken... All of the spinning activity around me gives way to a beautiful, often prolonged,P A U S E .. the 'waiting' is so important with me....it helps me cultivate sort of a 'taming force'....to sublimate emotionality and impulsiveness - which is from 'mind' - not me...so when I really recognize my Will and Act on it - it can be pure, not watered down with false egoic desires......there is So much of my Not-self that still remains!!- I feel like I have to be really careful here....before I initiate anything. i need to be ALONE...that's when it all seems to come together for me ... I can't explain it, but I really feel like Everything is unfolding exactly as it should be...as long as I do not listen to "mind" and honor my aura mechanic....that is all that matters here. I am not responsible for the Details!!! All of the writing and the dream is a delicious distraction for me....(sigh.....how I love it)! and it feels soo good! to express!!...doesn't matter where it goes or what it says....just that IT IS EXPRESSED. But it's only a sidebar here.....not the main point.... There is only ONE OBJECTIVE here - for me....to keep moving FORWARD. Being ego manifestor, it is ironic that this 'waiting' is something i do Love....I am so conditioned away from myself... This is beautiful Ken… All of the spinning activity around me gives way to a beautiful, often prolonged,P A U S E .. the ‘waiting’ is so important with me….it helps me cultivate sort of a ‘taming force’….to sublimate emotionality and impulsiveness – which is from ‘mind’ – not me…so when I really recognize my Will and Act on it – it can be pure, not watered down with false egoic desires……there is So much of my Not-self that still remains!!- I feel like I have to be really careful here….before I initiate anything.

i need to be ALONE…that’s when it all seems to come together for me …
I can’t explain it, but I really feel like Everything is unfolding exactly as it should be…as long as I do not listen to “mind” and honor my aura mechanic….that is all that matters here. I am not responsible for the Details!!! All of the writing and the dream is a delicious distraction for me….(sigh…..how I love it)! and it feels soo good! to express!!…doesn’t matter where it goes or what it says….just that IT IS EXPRESSED. But it’s only a sidebar here…..not the main point….

There is only ONE OBJECTIVE here – for me….to keep moving FORWARD.

Being ego manifestor, it is ironic that this ‘waiting’ is something i do Love….I am so conditioned away from myself…

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