Time has shifted. Things are a bit different. My daily reality consists of moving up into the mind and then down into the body over and over again. I am continuing to experiment with being in the body rather than the head. I am buzzing right now as I write about it. A fullness, a presence fills the body and it’s surrounding field.
It could also be fueled by the seemingly minor adjustment that I have made regarding where I look for the answers. I began my flower essence “work” with guides and devas. Also, with a God out there. Making the little adjustment to looking for answers and God inside has pulled down a house of cards for me. I have had to own each of those guides as me. I am is so big. Yet, I have been eager to believe in authority other than my own. This experiment for me is quickening. I am. So are You.
I did my first splenic manifestor reading today. I am one, but I have never done an essence reading on someone else of this Human Design type. The essences that came up were pretty much what I might have expected. Two of them; Kapok Bush(Bush) and Greater Stitchwort(New Earth Essences) were for the effects of growing up as a manifestor: lethargy, worn out, apathy, resignation and feeling battered by life. These are the same things I have experienced and that most adult manifestors are saddled with. The world isn’t comfortable with manifestors and every sort of behavior modification technique is used to get them back in line with everyone else. This manifestor can certainly use these essences as they will help to have another go at life with a refreshed perspective.
The third essence was a Solar Butterfly essence, Mio Goa, tourquoise from Eric Pelham. It is for helping restore the Divine creativity that a splenic manifestor can spontaneously express in any moment. Since most of us manifestors have had our spontaneous expression snuffed out, this essence will help reignite the natural expression or manifesting qualities we had conditioned out of us.
These essences are the first ones that this person needed to help start the unwinding. The splenic manifestor is one of the few creatures on the planet that is not meant to wait before acting, but instead to initiate through their intuitive knowing. It has all gotten so mixed up. The manifestors become good little waiters, and the others pretend to be manifestors by initiating all the time. We took a step in this reading towards making this person more who they already are wired to be.
