Ravings of a mad man
I feel moved to write. Where are those deep thoughts? Those morsels of mind that I love to chew on, and even better, to inform others of. Well, I’ve been out of the informing others pattern for a while. This blog isn’t to inform any body. It is an attempt at true confessions of a mad man. That is right. The i is mad. I confess here and now to be more than that. I am effortless, choiceless pure awareness. For most of this life i have been unaware of that. No more though.
Life is happening, and I am thinking about it. Worrying about this and that. My mind is in big time fear. Death is it’s number one fear. I have spent a life thinking about it. My father told me that the streets of heaven were paved in gold. Heaven, good luck. The requirements seem to be difficult. The mind could have death for every meal. Fortunately, I don’t give a hoot about what the mind says. Life is happening now. Open to it. Get in the body. Listen to the frequencies. And of course, let us not forget about the life line of the breath. Lately, I have been saying to myself, I Am, one word with each part of the breath cycle. Why? Because I have had it with the mind. The worrying, judging, anxious helper. I am not it, and who I Am is too good to miss.
Good night all. There is nothing to think about. Let it all go now. Sink into the You you have always been. Sleep tight.